January 2nd 2011

I have just been reading through this blog after seemingly erasing it from my memory bank. Some things have altered and some have remained decidedly stagnant… but not anymore. Yay 2011 sees the new and improved proactive, optimistic woman who has aims, objectives and a wii fit board. So this woman will no longer be the author of a ‘unenlightening’ blog, she will ramble her daily activities for the full year, the highs and lows. It will be my own personal journal…… eat your heart out Adrian Mole aged 12 3/4 years!!!
So 2011 will herald the awakening of my journey of positiveness. For those who know me….i mean truly know the real me ( which is about 5 people), they know my previous pessimistic, self loathing traits …well… dadadaaaaaaaaaaaa ….. que the smoke and drums….. here is the 41 and a bit go getter .
Since 2009 i remain in a battle with the bulge but my goal is to hit target by May 1st, so i will quit the whinging and commence ZUMBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaa
A has returned to mainstream school since my last post, which was a low for me but a high at the same time as she felt well enough to return. She is loving it and as it was her sole decision, the transition was immensely smooth. So home edding presently fades into the distant but i am now registered as a childminder and have also updated my nursing pin sooooooooooooooooooooo back into the work place i go HI hOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Additionally I have joined forces with a talented lady and started designing and making girls clothes which we hope will bring in some pennies. It will be great if the venture takes off . It will be exciting anyway just trying to make it work
So apart from that, also my eldest has, and is having, a bad time emotionally and physically so this year is a year to see her grow in confidence and beat away the demons with a huge baton and physically get on the road to recovery. The doctor said it may be a long bumpy journey but i am sure with support and guidence she will get there. Go girl you can and will beat this
My middle one has two aspirations presently, the first is to leave college and concentrate on his music and the second is to join the RAF. I am desperately hoping that he changes his mind regarding the forces but if that is not to be then i will support him whatever he decides. He is wanting help with direction with his music so we are helping as much as we can. We are going to start with organising some local gigs and see how he fairs. He is chasing his dreams which is great and its taken me along time to reach that stage so i am so pleased he is chasing his at his tender age instead of waiting and then reflecting with ‘what ifs’ and ‘if only i had’.
Right it is 13.12pm and time for me to put my life into action………………………..

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